epiphany: a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience.
when it is an epiphany rather than just a
perception: an immediate or intuitive recognition or appreciation, as of moral, psychological, or aesthetic qualities; insight; intuition; discernment: an artist of rare perception.
perhaps it is just an
idea: any conception existing in the mind as a result of mental understanding, awareness, or activity.
or a
thought: any conception existing in the mind as a result of mental understanding, awareness, or activity.
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sometimes all the fears of my life come to haunt me
and it is too much to bear
2 other voices.